maiia's diary

2011-05-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

hello dear readers!

In Love With Bruno Mars:)

i'm kindaaaa happy.

just bought a new laptop.

got a job.

new phone.

how exciting is this.

haha.

okayy.

here's a new topic.

a bitch is a bitch, unless she's changing her ways.

i wonder why she thinks it's who she is when people labelled her with bad words.

words that could described how she is & who she is.

mostly, she's someone that people don't wanna make a steady gf.

but come on girl, you know that what you said or do is the reason why people are acting that way.

could you do a little~i meant alot changes.

things would turn out better for you.

& please settle your problems by yourself.

call for backup is like so immature.

you teach me these stuff?

babeh, come on.

you think what?

i'm 15, 16 years old ahh?

must teach me things kinda stuff?

i'd say, "been there, done that."

& you can just put your extra small ass at home.

& do some soul searching. :)

till here, will be back with more stories. :)

With Love,

Maya:)

2011-01-29T20:18:00.008+08:00

Wednesday.

So last Wednesday was our phase test 1 for PIE.

We had to dress up in our office wear.

& classmates was dressed up in many colours combination.

It was amazing to see our classmates because the girls had their make up on

& the boys were dress up perfectly in their suit.

amazing balls!

so the whole day we were dressed up

& during our break, we had lot of eyes on us.

so we took alot of pictures

& imma upload this pictures right now.

Look at how much fun we had.

2010-12-23T00:42:00.003+08:00

need a job.

isn't ian somerhalder just so HOT?

i seriously need a job.

& i can rot at home if there's no plan at all for me.

come on?!

so goin off to hunt for jobs with wanney & her friend.

& i am desperate for a job.

like there's no plans.

little lamb's just too busy with working.

the babes haven't plan anything yet.

hh is in NS.

classmates are laying low.

NY0801T~ some are working, NS & clubbing.

which i would say, the urge of goin there is so strong.

but i'm trying not to go there.

drinking? i gave up on that.

smoking? little lamb won't let me buy any ciggs.

ohhh well, just an other day in life. :(

2010-12-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

hello holidays!

so how are you holidays?

omg! i soo excited for the holidays.

got so much plans.

having fun & much stuff.

& the main thing here is i wannnna workout.

hopefully boyot would join me too.

fun. fun. fun.

can you really define it?

fun doesn't mean getting drunk.

you can have fun in many ways.

so live like there's no tomorrow.

but stay on track yaw!

have a great life!

happy holidays!

2010-12-16T20:46:00.003+08:00

Happy 76th Birthday

GRAMS!

Hey there grams, i wanna wish you happy birthday.

I wish the best for you.

semoga panjang umur.

& i know i'm the only cucu that never listens to you.

I'm sorry for the things i did.

But i'll try & be better.

Just be there for me & nenek is enough.

We'll fix that ceiling light asap.

Have a great life grams.

&&&&&& I also like to wish Kid's mom a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Wish all the happiness is bestow on the family always!

Enjoy the family dinner! (:

2010-12-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

wednesday.

school has been such a bitch lately.

teacher's being racist. i mean, come laa.

Malays are also humans mahh.

why can't you treat us same as other students?

you think we can't show you attitude?

some people know their limits, they won't show it.

the moment they do, things won't be good.

do you think students that you cared for, cares you?

the most they think school is just for studies.

you're thinking bout yourself & being very fussy with the attendance of the class.

three more months & it's over.

so i just gotta keep pushing. -_-

2010-12-12T17:18:00.002+08:00

ecp.

currently waiting for my meal. haha. at ecp's mac, doing nothing but blogging through this whole time, not doin my project. i'm seriously stress with this project as website/blogging is also involved. why? ohh why?

i hate this part of school life, i'm already lazy enough goin to school. waking up late has already becoming a hobby. god! i'm letting down alot of people. i'm really sorry.

one more week than it's the school holidays. i so can't wait. like finally, relax, then must study. exam coming. :(

2010-12-09T19:05:00.003+08:00

hello thursday!

hello peeps! i know it has been a long time & seriously, i've been really busy with some stuffs.

projects, after project.

everything's a mess.

but i'll be back & update a proper blog promise!

2010-11-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

tired.

second day to school & i'm tired. there's test tomorrow but i'm not even revising.

lately, i'm just to lazy to do anything. even blogging.

what else am i to do but play the computer.

like right now, i'm watching Wizards of Waverly Place. haha.

selgomez is so hot. haha.

okayy gonna continue with that show. :)

2010-11-23T09:36:00.003+08:00

how long?

hello there! i know it has been a long time since i update my blog.

i'll only update, when i've the time. but right now, i've alot of project stuff to do.

& lately, i've been moody & not to say, 'lazy'. RIGHT NOW, I'M IN SCHOOL.

yes, i am. it has been days since i went school. & today's the first day.

was totally all out yesterday.

& today, doin sbm's project which is all fustrating. website & all this shit got me soo stress.

so my proposal got corrupted, great! which means i've to do all over again. & i need to get that file asap.

gosh! classmates has almost finish & i'm still stuck.

browsing through the google website & found these pictures.

aren't thay hott or what?

2010-11-06T21:41:00.003+08:00

thursday

went cycling with kid, boyot & mirah.

had dinner at BK. then headed home.

friday

went to dhoby ghaut to meet mirah & fika.

project, project, project.

-_-

saturday

at home, doin nothing much.

chatting with az. some catching up to do. (:

i'll always been there for you dude!

you have to smile alot, till your cheeks hurts.

you're a dear friend of mine.

you're amazing, just the way you are.

sunday

unplanned. -_-

hello!

2010-10-31T22:02:00.003+08:00

hello, i'm back.

like finally had the computer back up. like now, i'm uploading all the picture that i took yesterday. but i only up load it on fb & a few pictures on the blog. soo the picture will tell you in details. :)

school!♥♥

2010-08-11T09:20:00.007+08:00

fasting time!

yes! it's the first day of the fasting month.

& also the day for rcs's roleplay & fatin is not in school.

in school now, bloggin with an MP3 on.

presentation will be around this week & we've not even pratice.

uuuuhhhhhhhhhh!

recently, i've been kinda lazy to go school.

yes, that feeling of not going to school is back!

5 months of holiday is jsut too long.

i've soo many lazy bones inside me. -_-

gotta stay strong. (:

i've to really make mom & dad happy.

growing up has already been hard for them.

so i'm not gonna give up soon. ):

i love you mom! (:♥♥

i love you dad! (:♥♥

♥♥

2010-07-25T20:37:00.002+08:00

wonder woman.

ahh! god! i'm so tired. lucky, i'm soo done with SBM project.

i've never been this hardworking before.

i never will be, but this time, things has changed soo much.

i wonder why i have time for soo much stuff i've never did.

last 2 years were so simple.

no matter how low i fall, i still end up standing.

amazing people. amazing thinkin. amazing plans.

now, i'm like missing NY0801T. they are so growing up.

& i miss them badly. (: things weren't under pressure.

i'm lucky enough. no fights. no bullshits!

hope everything would be over soon.

cause i like being free from any ties. (:

school♥♥

2010-07-19T21:25:00.003+08:00

SBM.

okayy. went school late today.

but on the bright side or coincidentally, fatin was also late.

ni laaa, budak mls nk peg s&w. haha.

so lazy to run. but i did have an awesome bday celebration.

haha.

went school for only an hour.

then headed to AMK hub.

had to check on some items for sbm.

had lunch at banquet.

then slacked for awhile with goma, mira & fatin. haha.

talked crap,not to mention gossiping. (dosa, dosa)

haiya! then fatin had a huge cramp.

so headed home. while waited for the train, took some pictures.

fatin wasn't impressed when there's no seat in the MRT.

haha! old people. wwhat you expect? haahaa!

i still love you laa fatin, even when you're OLD. haha!

fireworks♥♥

2010-07-17T23:55:00.008+08:00

thank you for being there.

more pictures on FB!

saturday night. shishaa plan's cancelled.

so beep up fatin. went to watch fireworks with her & wasabi.

it's not really boring, till i had to wait for the fireworks.

then camwhore everywhere (biase jgak katne).

haha! went to alot of places. had dinner at BK.

ahhh. stupid chili. haha! still nice to dipped in.

haha. but i happy that fatin & wasabi spent time with me.

cause my birthday's the next day.

finally, lil sis met fatin. will meet the rest soon!

fatin, thanks for the chocolate.

you may think it's not much but i appreciate the gift.

it's all in my stomuch! haha!

thanks yaww!!!

i'll always be there when you need me.

i love you fatin! hahahaha! (:(:

wasabi, thank you for always being there for me.

you're one of the important people to me.

i'm more than lucky to have you as my sister.

i'll always be there for you, no matter what.

& i love you.(:(:

friday♥♥

2010-07-16T12:05:00.000+08:00

with fatin.

fatin, life's much better when you're around. (:

was totally late for school. then fatin beeped saying she's gonna be late.

soo when you're late, then just go school late laa. haha.

okayy. so we reached at the same time.

walked to school, make fun people having BIG ribbons on their head.

haha. is that really a trend these days?

haha. but whatever!! okayy.

had mind-map to doo. fatin & me had to joined liya's group.

we couldn't think much about the topic. so we went home abit late.

the rest had gone home earlier. so we headed to J8.
had lunch at mac, then went to NTUC for some project stuff.

went Library to borrow some books. too tired to carry on.

we went home. (:

school laaa♥♥

2010-07-14T09:32:00.003+08:00

school, school.

isn't katy's hott? nice body, huh?

currently in school. sitting beside amirrah. she talking F language to me.

& it's somehow, irritatiting. how annoying is that sia? haha.

teacher banned us from talking into our language so, we gotta talk in ENGLISH.

so when it in OSA, it's like ENGLISH class all over again.

haha. had just booked tickets to Katy Perry. haha.

asking sis & zaza if they wanna come along too.

haha. okayy. gotta go. SBM, OSA. soo much to do laaaaaa.

Happy Anniversary♥♥

2010-07-08T18:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 5th YEARS ANNVERSARY!

it's hard to believe we make it through this time. i agreed i make mistakes.

& no one knows your mistakes cause you cover it up perfectly fine.

i never knew that we'll end up this long, after each mistake i make.

& you're too patience with me.

all i ever wanted was you staying close to me.

to feel your every touch, it melts deeply.

every kiss, the butterflies feelings.

each hugs, the warmth & secure.

you're everything on me.

no matter how much i try to grow, you keep me grounded.

i don't wanna depend on you too much, love.

but you should know that i belong to you & no else.

now i understand how you felt when i do stuffs that hurt you deeply.

i promise you, i won't make your heart hurt anymore.

i still prefer the times when we have to world to ourselves.

no one telling us what we should do & who to love.

baby, you showered me with love & plenty of it.

you show me what i should appreciate.

i don't expect much from you but i want & need you always.

cause nothing matter when i have you by my side.

baby, trust me, i love you more than anything.

& i can't afford to lose you.

& if you go, there's no one.

there's more to say, sweetheart! (:

family♥♥

2010-07-04T22:09:00.003+08:00

sunday.

she's hot! aahhhh!

holidays are awesome!

had a great time with families from mom's side.

it was akward but thing settled down.

watched lil brother skate.

but he fell, totally funny.

then he didn't wanna play anymore, i tried it on.

was okayy, about to fall, i passed the skate to dwii.

haha. he was soo good at it.

totally jealous!! wth?! haha. okayy till here. to tired to type more.

gotta sleep early, school's startin tomorrow!

haha! see you peeps!

happy birthday♥♥

2010-06-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

happy bithday

SITTINOOR WARDA.

you're my little pretty sister! (: i love you dearly!

2010-06-20T15:02:00.001+08:00

dance, dance.

sunday was an awesome night! we just dance, dance & dance.

danced with kid, leena, shamok & wanney.

to bad garda couldn't make it.

things were crazy cause obviously people were grinding everywhere.

it was so much fun there, i bumped into sammy, ruzaini, sunny, hazim & an.

we did took some pictures. haha. fun night!

to bad girlfriends didnt bring camera. but what a night & make new friends.

haha. til here then!

holidays.

2010-06-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

school's closed.

i'm not happy. cause that means it's stuck at home or make plans.

so next week won't be free due to friendly matches. gosh! i love netball right now.

training so hard for this. haha. so the girls plan joggin for this holidays.

waiting for amirah to come back, then we'll go.

wil give a proper update soon as i'm too lazy right now. (:

happy holidays everyone.

study time. ♥♥

2010-06-02T09:43:00.006+08:00

school time.

beautiful lips.

i'm currently in school. soo, it's a bumpy day.

cause it rained. & i'm lazy to actually come to school.

sleepin's wayy better than this. but today, we've a CA.

wow! cause i didn't do revision.

it's on sleep mode when you open your book, awake mode when you closed the book. so life is really complicated.

after 2wks, i'm gonna be on a holiday. soo, i'm goin to read books.

i really wanna save up on comanche heart.

i really, really want a book.

seriously!!! haha!

&& now i'm having some cramps. haha.

later on, i'm meeting baby love. i can't wait!!!

break my heart, i'll tear you apart. ♥♥

2010-06-01T20:38:00.004+08:00

ps, stop.

i can't remember what happen just know. but i can clearly see flashbacks.

things has been better with gfs but relationship, nahh!

don't wanna go there. everything's fine.

but sometimes, it so hard going through a day without him.

i don't wanna fight cause i end up hurting myself.

i believe nothing but you. being with you, have been the best part of my life.

this feeling is stayin sweetheart & i'm not going anywhere.

i'll still be here, waiting for you.

for you to come to, when you need a shoulder to cry onn.

your voice is all i need to feel better.

your face to make me smile.

your arms to make me secure.

your warmth to tell me it's safe.

trust me as i as trust you.

dear ugly duckling ;

i don't think you like me.

but hey! i've much better friends to be with.

i don't live to please you or entertain you.

seriously, you just have to be yourself,

why are you being pretentious & influencing others?

don't you get it? most people just don't like you.

soo STOP sayin about others when you, yourself is not perfect.

home sweet home. ♥♥

2010-05-31T16:09:00.002+08:00

today wasn't a bummer. it was fucked up cause it's monday.

i was excited that today's lesson was s&w.

then got the text yesterday, stating that there's no s&w. wtf?!

class started at 10am. fatin texted me & told me to go school.

so i went. at 9.45am, got a text for her saying she just woke up.

like wtf?! okayy, nvm. reached school, sweating like hell.

then mrs thanni came in 20mins later.

& she said, she's gonna release us earlier.

& total up the time. we're in school for just 40mins. then school ended.

should have followed daddy & mommy for breakfast. ):

went tampines with rasis to take the cert.

so we waited for sammy & zai.

called muhsin,he said he's not goin school. okay, cool.

in 10mins, sammy texted sayin he's not going school cause his s&w got cancelled.

went school, got the cert. & went home. i was just too sleepy. ::

thanks rasis for acompanying me! haha! (:

happy birthday

2010-05-27T15:44:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to

FIKA SHORTIE.

haha. i'm glad you are suprised! i love you!!!!

so recently.

2010-05-22T00:20:00.004+08:00

so, recently.

i've been away for quite awhile now.
school has been really hard on me.
so i've no time to update blog & stuff.
right now, i'm lazy but i'm updating on stuff that happen recently.
okay, so this week was my first time goin to netball.
i thought it was gonna be hard but it turned out okayy.
so i might be staying in netball.
thanks to bella for the encouragement.
haha. so went out with baby for a movie.
watched the losers, which is awesome.
maybe dc comics not such a bummer.
then slacked for awhile.
talked some stuff with baby.
headed of to home.
pretty much an so~so day.
tired.
off to sleep!

2010-05-09T22:41:00.003+08:00

cyclying.

went cycling with my sweethearts. haha. so excited!
had so much fun laa kan. so the rest couldn't make it.
but it's okay, next pun bleh jugak. haha!
while typing, i'm readin comanche moon.
got attached to the book. ni smue fatin pe psal.
haha. okayy. uploading some pictures.
the rest is on fb. to lazy to upload!.
haiya, school starts!

2010-05-04T22:07:00.002+08:00

recently.

haha. school day again. then met sweetheart on monday.

watched IP MAN & it was awesome. worth your money.

haha. so today's tuesday, had a principle talk.

then met aishah & kid, headed off to grandlink.

&& karaokae. haha. baby, i hope you don't mind me goin.

sing till we lost our voice. haha. so happy to have spend time with them.

so baby when will we spend time again. i miss you already. haiyaaa!

2010-05-01T01:07:00.003+08:00

it's kick-ass time!

i wanna watch it again.

okayy. just got out of the shower.

& i still feel like im getting fried.

haha. okay, so today got back home early,

as there's no SBM class.

so was kinda happy bout that.

then met baby love & off to movie at lido.

we planned to watch Ip man 2.

but instead, we watched kick-ass.

the movie's kinda funny plus gruesome.

& i'm like gotta hide my face.

haha. then teman baby off to beach road.

cause he wanted to buy sup tulang.

haha. baby, thanks for waitin.

haha. i appreciate it.

i love you so mcuh sweetheart! haha!

2010-04-28T21:08:00.004+08:00

chit chating with fatin lemon.

muke masai sia atin!

so kinda bored. reboot the lappie.

& finally, chating with fatin on msn.

haha! talk shit & stuff.

mcm biase, gossip sikit2.

school was okayy. oreo was sick.

so she didn't come for school.

was just not feeling her sia. ):

so w/o her, we had to entertain ourselves.

so, a new classmate was introduced.

gomathi. it was really nice to have a new classmate.

haha! so i can't wait for tomorrow.

i'm so excited! haha!

fatin! you're my pet! haha!

2010-04-17T22:32:00.008+08:00

school, hangouts & new classmates.

i've been up to many things these days.

so it'll be hard for me to actually update my blog.

school just started & i get to settle down much more.

so will be busy, i'll try to find the time to update.

okayy, let's begin. i just got home.

yea, i know i'm home early.

but there's a reason why.

i won't tell you why. haha!

okayy, classmates was awesome cause they're all girls.

so, most of them are not bitchy as their age same as lil sister.

haha. so sorry. but they are a bunch of the greatest people ever.

so i'm glad they're awesome! haha! update soon.

smile always, be safe & take care blog readers.

2010-04-10T15:40:00.007+08:00

blogged.

ohh hey! haha. okay, i'm finally back & lazy to blogged.

so will just posts pictures of what happen.

later on, i've to get ready for kid's birthday pit.

wah! so excited sia. haha!

if i'm not wronged, went out with babygirls on tuesday.

had quality time with little lamb on thursday.

wahh! i'm so happy this time round. haha!

tuesday.

thursday.

some of the pictures are on fb. so do check them out.

2010-04-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

diet.

i'm tired. had dinner at paya lebar. so baby love asked me to diet.

so any tips?

:::):):):

i'm thinking about burgers right now. ):

2010-04-02T01:27:00.002+08:00

thursday.

okay. i'm tired. went for an interview with dwi, accompany by hanis.

baby love had to wait for more than an hour.

so he's kinda pissed off. hehe. sorry syg. didn't mean too.

so we went to mac, had dinner.

slacked at geylang east with arep, his cousin & gf.

arep had some chivas. so i hope baby love won't drink.

u kalau minom, i majok. haha!

so fake. haha!

slacked till 11.35pm. then daddy called, haiya! had to go home.

so baby love sent me home.

he waits till i'm in front of the doorstep & rode off to meet his homies. haha.

baby, i love it when you do this. you make me secure. hehe.

okayy. i'm tired.

i wanna watch power rangers : morphine time! haha!

ni semue, dwi yg start. haha. okayy till then.

baby love, i do whatever you like.

cause i know you love me. & i know, you know.

2010-04-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!

WANNEY & KID.

kid & wanney

so good! haha. you girls have already turned 19. so i wish you girls the best. have a great birthday. be safe & never give up what you girls believe in. so i'll support in whatever's the best for you guys! haha! have a great weekend too!

2010-03-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

listen fendi.

Without you I would fall apart

I’m safe when I am in your arms

And only you can set me free

And only you can save me

i appreciate you.

i love you so much.

i'll never let you go.

2010-03-26T13:22:00.002+08:00

wed-thurs-fri.

okay. so it was the first time ever for me to spent the night with baby love.

so i was excited but plans didn't really worked out like i wanted.

so met kid at whampoo, then waited for baby love to fetched me.

so he got lost, blamed me for he's petrol.

whatever happen that night, i'll always remember.

cause it's something special & i won't wanna share it with anyone.

best night of my life! (:

baby love & dwi accompany me to dinner at serai makan place.

went home at 2am, then baby love went fishing.

baby love, i remember the first time we kissed. (awesome)

& everytime we kissed, i still have butterflies in my stomuch.

it's so obvious that i love you.

2010-03-24T21:45:00.003+08:00

so, it's you again.

fetch lil brother at the exercise corner.

guess who i bumped into, haziq.

so talked to him for awhile.

& he's so pissed off with he's gfs.

cause those gfs are on drugs.

haha. bummer.

i didn't really know he really cares for gfs.

haha! so told him i gotta go home,

& get ready to meet baby love.

will text you soon!

so here i am, da siap.

waiting for baby love to get up!

haiya! this life is fucked up!!

baby love, I'm waiting!!!!!!!!

2010-03-24T01:59:00.002+08:00

what's today?

today's a special day. so i am happy & excited about it.

cause today's the day i'm spending some alone time with baby love.

so i guess now i'm feeling excited. haha.

lil brother's also having he's sports day.

excited for that too.

cause he's competing in different activities.

good luck little one!
i'll cheer for you.

well, gotta get some sleep now.

good night readers.

i miss you sweetheart!

2010-03-22T00:59:00.003+08:00

mac dinner?

so, how's my hair with bangs?

wan black

awang

so yesterday, i was late meeting wan black & awang.

so had to rushed down to meet them at marina.

was really tired. so he talked & tell his problem.

walked with them to bugis juction, to meet up with leena & kid.

took the bus to baby love's crib. had mac dinner.

so much for dinner at tong seng ahh!

watched manu vs liv'pool is so intense.

so now watching what i love most wwe diva's match.

hahahahahahahah!

2010-03-20T14:32:00.001+08:00

it's saturday.

meeting wan black cause he's feeling down. :

2010-03-19T19:54:00.002+08:00

friday.

so i slept at 5am. wonder why i can't sleep early.

so today, i guess i'm gonna sleep late again due to sleeping in the afternoon.

yesterday sis helped me cut off my fringe to bangs.

not excactly what i wanted but it's jagged, so i liked it.

haha. i know i'm kinda weird.

but you gotta stand out from others. right?

okayy.

i so can't wait for school to reopen.

i'm rotting at home. i'm dead hungry.

& food at home, it's never cooked on time.

mom's working. dad's overseas. grandparents are not the exception.

haha. baby love's sleeping like a little baby. :

i'm missing you right now! :

2010-03-19T02:15:00.002+08:00

what's today.

a boring day. not excited. woke up late.

had nothing to do except chores.

so cut short, i slept till 6pm.

played lappie till 7.15pm.

chopped bangs.

had shower.

had dinner with baby love & dwi.

slacked near my house.

baby send me under my block.

gimme kisses & hugs.

i love that feeling.

i want more.

got home.

talked to afad.

he really has some interesting stories.

haha. so blogging right now.

tiill then.

2010-03-18T00:48:00.004+08:00

so it's date.

today was really awesome cause it's a date i've been wanting.

it's not perfect but i love it. & i'll cherish this day, all the days i spend with you.

so i was late. baby love had to wait for 30 mins just for me to get ready.

had dinner at long john silver.

then off to movie, watched COP OUT. it's awesome & fucking funny.

hahahahahaahahaahaha! you'll be laughing. hahahaha!

heading home with a ride.

& the greatest gift of all time.

i love you so much dear!

even i can't say it!.

2010-03-16T01:56:00.002+08:00

bummer & ruzaini.

(sorry for this picture)

today was such a bummer cause was suppose to spend time with baby love.

but he had to work earlier. so i was kinda upset. so i beep kid, zai & sammy.

i didn't meet kid cause i was lazy to go over to her place.

sammy was sleeping, so zai was there for me.

thank you so much! now i understand much better.

cause you're the only one that make things clearer by explaining more detail.

you have no idea how much i appreciate you.

i'll be there when you need me. thank you! (:

baby love : i sooo can't wait for that date!

i love you dear!

2010-03-11T22:21:00.003+08:00

ohh, safe.

yesterday, i had to wake up early cause sending cousin off to taiwan.

it's like waking up at 5am to get ready.

so that's the earliest i could wake up.

like had the cold shower, then the make up,

& forgets the lotion on.

haiya, so headed off to the airport, cried, breakfast.

ohh, a nap before going to me love's house.

how i wish i could buy a whole bunch of chocolates.

but baby, that's all i've given to you. haha.

your bruises were ugly but i still love your body.

haha!

love's mom was angry cause he's still naughty

& wants to go to work.

& i'm missing you here.

text me when your home. pls?

2010-03-09T16:05:00.002+08:00

there's no perfect date.

i wish it didn't happen.

2010-03-09T12:56:00.003+08:00

what's today?

yea, he's mine.

waking up & bloggin.

damn bored pe?

i'm waiting for love's text & i'm dying.

it takes forever for him to text me.

i'm like can't wait for the date.

so we're young, gotta enjoy.

but in a way i'm not going in for a trouble.

haha!

it's so out in a blue when you wanna do something.

i'm so happy that i've someone like you.

waiting for the time to get ready is so long.

but i know i'm gonna be late again.

haha. am i right?

mom paid me to send some emails.

haha. made money in a simple way ever.

haha! but have been typing for 30mins.

&& i'm tired. haiya! but worth it mahhhhh!!

haha.

doa-doa, today's gonna be a great day. wee~hee.

2010-03-07T07:10:00.004+08:00

3-in-1.

a great day.

yesterday was awesome.

had a small bday celebration for baby brother.

haha. he's grown up. i can't believe that. haha.

had to send the bday cake to hh house.

then casio boy waited for me like 30mins.

i thought i was late since he has a new glossy baby.

haha. but seriously, i won't hurt her. haha.

my first ride with you, i've enjoyed it with you.

it's just sososo fun with you. haha.

i'm so sorry for bumping to your helmet.

hehehehehehehehehehehe!!

baby drop me off at marina,

before heading to work.

finally, met wan black, kid & leena.

wan & kid had been doing shopping.

while leena had just end her job.

so met them for awhile.

sent wan to mrt.

then went home at 10.15pm.
so early right?

before that had conversation with gfs.

haha. like we never try any thing at this age.

so they wanna try clubbing. hahahaha!

i felt so unsecure cause wondering if baby let me go.

haha. the only thing he told me,

u nk peg clubbing, peg dgn i. hahaha!

how sweet is that huh?

hahahahahahahah!

so here i am waiting for him to get home asap.

aik by, alek keje naek baby u, lambat jugak ke

hahahahhahahahhahhahah!

casio boy, i love you so much.

all this while, i've always been breaking your heart.

i'll always cherish you every moment spent with you.

being away for awhile, had me thinking all about you.

i can't never find a guy like you.

i don't ever wanna go back on my words.

trust me, you're my first love.

& i don't wanna lose you.

so pls hold onto me cause i'm not letting you go any moment.

2010-03-06T02:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY

♥ASA'AD ZULZAIM♥

suprised?! haha!

happy bday to you little brother!

i love you soo much & i'll continue to shower love onto you.

you have to remember that our relationship won't ever change.

if it does, tell dear one.

we all want the best for you & we won't stop loving you.

i want you to study harder & proof to the rest that you're better than their children.

but don't look down on yourself cause you're special.

& you never fail you ake me smile even when i'm having my bad days.

i'm blessed to have a brother like you!

& YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY BABY BROTHER!

I LOVE YOU MY LITTLE SWEETHEART! (:

shine on & make everyone feel your love & your laughter.

cause you're my little sunshine that shines on me!

♥maya!

2010-03-05T02:16:00.003+08:00

you're not sorry.

so tell me baby, how many times must i wait?

what you're doing to me, does it equal to what i did to you?

now, our relationship will go on.

deeper but what will you do when the time is up?

when that moment come, will you still love me as i am?

things are going well now but not for long sweetheart.

i'm telling you, maybe i'll be giving up cause you're still the same.

our relationship, it's mixed of everything.

we've keep it special for a long time, will it stay?

can you ask yourself, am i really the one for you?

we're still young my love.

i want you to have your own way.

but baby, you should know that, i love you.

cause we're young when we had each other.

everything just begin, it's like we starting all over.

& i'm glad that i have you with me.

do you love me?

2010-02-26T16:50:00.003+08:00

hello people!

well, there's a lot of pictures to upload.

but, when i'm back from KL, i will.

gosh! i so can wait to shop there laaa.

haahaa. cousin wanna do a BQQ.

grandma's house wll be in a mess sia.

haha.

baby's goin off to bangkok with family.

soo, good luck to you dear.

& i love you sosososo much dear!

haha! i'll buy you stuffs!

haha!

okayy! till then, i see you again!(:(:

movies.

2010-02-16T13:08:00.002+08:00

movie time!

so, am watching a movie with casio boy.

have to book the movie.

or else, da full nnt tak dpt tgk.

haha. look at the time!

have to get ready or else..

casio boy meleter jek.

haiyo! haha!

im so excited for the movie.

finally, some greek movie.

2010-02-15T21:27:00.003+08:00

see you again. (:

just woke up.

so very the tired.

straight 3 days, been busy.

& lately, i'm tired to update.

so will be back soon to update.

aites?

2010-02-13T00:59:00.002+08:00

congratulations!

you're someone's huband!

haha. just go home from cousin's nikah.

will update tomorrow.

have to wake up early just to accompany him to a photoshoot.

damn! i'm so tired that i just can't sleep.

ahhhhhhh!

so anyone going?

GD NIGHT!

2010-02-10T17:37:00.004+08:00

last minute plan.

beep casio boy up. & he woke up.
we're suppose to watch movie but no exciting movie.
so we had dinner at MOS BURGER.
i never thought i said this but mos burger was awesome.

then casio boy wanted to go arcade.
we're there for an hour.
& i spent all my money.
haha. gotta start saving.
have so many things to buy.
aaaahhhhhh! ::::

so we ended slacking at casio's place.
& lily was watching tv.
but instead, tv's watchin her sleeping.
we had drinks before casio sent me home.

so cute! (:

4th anniversary gift. (:

i love his back.

shorts pendek ehh?

2010-02-08T13:46:00.002+08:00

monday' blues.

i'm home & freaking moody.

casio boy, you're being such an asshole right now.

like wtf?

can a job come & find me?

need cash, cash, cash.

haiya. i don't wanna work at marina mandarin.

very tuff & strict.

hmmm, wanna go holiday lehh.

saket badan aku.

asyik tidur jek aku.

someone recommand aku keje.

please? please? please?

2010-02-07T19:03:00.002+08:00

home.

i'm home & sick, with no medication. sucks to be me.

i'm freaking bored.

bored. bored. bored.

i really need to lose some weight. been very lazy these days as i'm not working.

no job. no job. no job.

i seriously need one. money on the line.

i need money lehh.

should went out with kid, since she texted me.

sorry kid, the family thing has been cancelled.

like wth? should have gone up with you!

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!

so casio boy, are you meeting me?

i'm bored, bored, bored.

take me out? please?

2010-02-06T22:30:00.009+08:00

karaoke - ing.

yes! it was supperrrr FUN! abang brought along his GF. wow, she really change alot & i can't believe that they have been together for 2 years. i'm happy for you big cousin! okayy, everyone sang till they lost their voice. haha! like everyone scream. we laughed alot, talked alot, gossip alot & the first dinner we had since 12 years ago.

the day started with me, turning up late(as always). haha! so went karaoke with cousins at cuppage plaza. cash studio, well abang paid for everything. i felt so bad. haha. till here. i'm too tired to update! (: haha!

i hope we could really hang out again really soon & abang farhan blanja ahhh!. hahaha! (:(:(:

as promise, pictures!

tinggikan abangku. haha!

2010-02-05T20:04:00.002+08:00

i'm freaking bored!

i'm sososo excited sia. hanging out with the cousins tomorrow & i'm supperrr dupperr excited! haha. karaoke - ing. haha. posting the pichas soon!

currently, getting ready to have dinner with casio boy!

WE'VE GROWN!

haha!

2010-02-05T12:37:00.004+08:00

the best day of my life.

fort canning with casio boy!

haha. he was absolutely sweet, goin to places like this with all the hugs & kisses really makes my day. haha! dinner at clarke quay, then have a walk & finally, heart talks. you're the sweetest thing a girl could need. thank you sososo much sweet lullaby! (:

2010-02-05T12:22:00.004+08:00

finally! you're married.

haha. well, last sunday was a bum. uncle got married with an indonesian. she was suppperr nice. had some photoshoot with her. so will up load soon once i got it from the photographer. haa! meantime, photos from the wedding!

2009-12-20T18:04:00.002+08:00

december.

finally, it's december. && i don't have any plans like na-da! ps, can someone make any plans && cll me asap? i'm like seriously freaking bored. i miss my classmates, girls & whoever i known. haha. ps?? haven't been able to contact haziq for quite sometime. damn! where are you sia? haha. ohh well, the girls have planned an outing, so i can't wait for that. haha. hmm, hopefully, it's fun.

sister passed her 'N' level. so proud of her. she better pick the right course. haha.

to WANNEY: girl! you better get your ass into ITE. don't waste any more time. hope to see you soon ahhhhhhh!! haha. take care!!

2009-12-01T13:41:00.003+08:00

2009-11-20T11:56:00.004+08:00

lazy - ness.

this week has been really hard for me. i've been having some troubles. okay, life is harder than before & it has been more than a week i haven't been to school. alot more pressure & i'm feeling depressed lately. i need someone to push me. i really DO!! ::::

2009-11-12T19:55:00.004+08:00

outing with cousins.

it has been ages since i met them. ahhh! miss them so much! haha. so went out with them. accompany chucky to buy some clothes for her. haha. so, next week's outing is still in planning. ohh god! i miss them so much! haha. can't wait to meet them again! haha. okayy, so finally beloon gets a boyfriend! haha. good luck in your new relationship! haha. & now i know how much he loves chucky! haha. till then. to tired! haha. till then!

xoxo,
maya

2009-11-12T12:50:00.001+08:00

getting ready to go out!

do you like my hair?

2009-10-24T13:10:00.002+08:00

saturday night!

haha. sorry, i've been busy & lately, i'm kinda lazy to update. school reopens & things get better. 2 days ago, spent an hour with lin & haziq. haven't seen them for quite awhile. especially haziq. gosh! must have hit his head for trying anugerah. he was stoned on stage. shoud have encourage him. haha. finally, catching up with them, i just knew he had probation due to some stupid stuff he did while he was high. i was not suprise cause he didn't change his ways but he has some manners left. gosh! when will you ever change? your mom's upset! : so am i!

okayy, happy mood turned on! haha. gotta clean the house, then text dwi & meet bf at his work place. i can't wait! haha. then have lunch es teler. (: first time i wanna eat rice. haha. take them for a shopping & show them what leather jacket is. haha. okayy, till then!

xoxo,

maya!

2009-10-08T14:00:00.003+08:00

yesterday.

i'm seriously tired. was the last day of course. had been to the recording studio all day. i need inspiration to write more songs. ahhhh. haha. finally, form a band but i don't really know what'sthe name yet. but i know it's kinda indie pop even if i know i'm not into indie songs that much. haha. then met gfs yesterday for an hour & half. couldn't stay long as i was supposed to meet bf. haha. so much simple, we didn't get to watch movie as it was already late. so slack at TCC till 10plus. was wondering if today would be a great day to catch the movie cause the weather seem so different than usual. bf's coming down to my house to tutor lil brother. then watch movie & maybe dinner. haha. ohh well, we'll see how the day goes by. no sadness included. (:

2009-10-05T00:20:00.003+08:00

roadtrip.

watch inglourous basterds on wednesday as jalan raya on that day was cancelled. & bf called. after movie, we went for late night supper at BK. haha. stay out late. reach home around 11.45pm. but had a great day & movie was so gross. i wanna puke.

on thursday, went sheeshaa with the boys. like muhsin, sammy, ruzaini, hafiz & me. like only five. but i was kinda fun. haha. muhsin's going manila for soccer. so good luck to him! haha.

on friday, spending time with bf. haha.

saturday was the roadtrip day. hafiz & he's friends fetch me with the lorry at 8.15pm. i had to wait for him like 1hr & 15mins. fuck! we went aljunied to fetch reza. went tampines to fetch rasis. then headed down to simpang bedok for late night supper & watch beautiful boxer. haha. then fetch muhsin from woodlands & went toa payoh for sammy& izzuan. haha. finally, they send me home, reached home at 1am && that's where the fun begins. ahhhh! will be another outing went muhsin is back from manila. yessssaaaaa!!! (:(:(:

texting raudah. waiting for bf. i miss him!

2009-10-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

happy 18th birthday to LEENA.

yeah! you finally turn 18 & legal. haha. i am really sorry that i didn't wish you asap. been having some troubles. soo. here it is. hope to see you really2 soon! smiles! (:

2009-09-25T18:21:00.005+08:00

girlfriend.

sorry, it's been long since i update this blog.

& this week has been really hard on me.

okayy.

yesterday, went out with kid, wawan, stussy & afew more who i don't really know.

but they went sheeshaa & we didn't wanna go cause it'll be akward & girls are always crappy at this age.

so kid & me went esp.

& had a long talk about a few stuffs before heading home.

soo we took pictures.

enjoy.

2009-09-20T21:32:00.004+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya.

to all bloggers who read this.

haha. to my families, close friends, gfs & BFF.

haha. i miss you guys.

okay, today's a really tiring day & i'm really feeling like bashed out.

i can't wait to meet with bf asap.

& will be updating soon. (:

take care sweethearts. (:

2009-09-17T02:29:00.002+08:00

BFF.

the might not be perfect but he is to me. (:

i didn't went school today as sleeping late night frequently. damn. i really feel like i have not enough sleep. haha. okay, i'm so happy right now that i've to tell everyone out there, i've a new bff. haha. well, it's no other then Sam Abbruzi. haha. yes, i don't judge him. cause he's a guy who's sincere & the one i can share all my secrets with. like everything he's gone through is tuff. & life could be alittle hard but he'll make it through as always. & life is boring when you don't get to listen to his jokes. haha. i've everything that i need. i don't want anything.

perfect family, bf, gfs, close friends & a sincere bff. what else could go wrong? they'll always be there for me. thank you so much! i love you guys! (:

2009-09-15T22:15:00.003+08:00

my girls.

okayy. i seriously have to meet up with them! ahh. i miss them so much & i wanna hug everyone of them. haha. they are the reason i've become who i am. & they've become a lady in many ways. how i love to see everyone together. hope things gets better everytime! i'm sending all my loves to you girls.

to bf : i really wanna see you & be able to hug you but it's the "month". haard la syg! haha. can't wait to see you soon syg! i love you soo much bf! (:

2009-09-09T17:50:00.002+08:00

fucked.

okayy. has been quite a peaceful days. but had to say, i miss all the babygirls & i can't make it again. like fucked! had plans. what am i ever going to buy for cousin's birthday. i don't know. tomorrow's cca competition & i know i'm gonna be fucking late again. then going for dinner with bf to cover the time i missed dinner for he's birthday with his family. awww, so sorry. okay, but i still don't know what to get for him. ahh, shit! but i'm really excited to meet him & sharing ice cream does seem nice, isn't it. maybe, a movie too. haha. can't wait to meet him! ahhhhh! (:(:(:

2009-09-04T19:37:00.003+08:00

overturned train.

dead body.

okay. finally blogger's on okayy mood. haha. glad(: haha.

first of all thank god to grandma and granddad the train they ride was overturned but they were okay. and to plus my worry, there's a dead body outside my window. akwardly, i just stood there and just stare at the body. when grandparents reached home, i can't sleep just thinking about that body. i'm seriously stoned & i couldn't talk. tuesday morning had a family gathering & couldn't meet up with the baby girls. i don't really understand if there's really a fued between leena & nemo. but i hope they could settle it asap. hari raya is coming soon. so i don't really think a fight is worth it for all this years you guys have build a friendship. a friendship is something everyone should cherish cause friendship that could lasts for a long time don't just come & go. ohhh. i miss you guys! :

tomorrow's bf 19th birthday & i don't know what to get for him. like dang itt. we've to start all over again. seriously!

afif's at my house. haha. he gets he'shair cut cause he dyed his hair. haha. (: the boy has grown up so fast! haha! (: i might be getting short : ahh, sedih! haha!

poppy laura aurora

2009-09-02T00:37:00.004+08:00

pictures.

i've seriously lazy to type what happen. the pictures will tell you the story.

2009-08-26T16:18:00.003+08:00

boredom.

didn't went to school. i'm bored. & looks like it's gonna rain. later on meeting bf. doing project, dinner then gym. daddy wants me to have dinner at home. but not today. did house cleaning & now blogging. watching WWE. ahh. damn. i really wanna watch summerslam. okay. timeout. gotta get ready to meet him. okay, i really wanna eat mcdonalds. yum! have been having rice for days. (: ahhh!

2009-08-25T11:31:00.000+08:00

bazaar.

haha. today wasn't bad. went to school late as i sleep after sahur & didn't set the alarm. haha. wth? haha. but lil bro & hafiz's text woke me upp. haha. so after school went home. dinner with the family then went to bazaar with bf. & this year, i don't wanna go bazaar like most the time cause it was hot & crowded. i'm like so hard to breath. back to the story, so accompany bf to buy burgers for lily & then wait for his mom to fetch him. bumped into garda. she told me about some stuffs about the girls & hard to believe like i'm really left behind. damnit! i really have to spend some time with the girls. haha. i can't wait to have dinner with bf, the gang & classmates. haha. specially, the girls. we really need to meet up on teachers' day! haha. okayy till here. i'm tired, tired, tired!

i miss these girls!

icha.

wanney.

kid.

leena.

garda.

nemo.

2009-08-24T11:04:00.000+08:00

cca & fishing trip

finally, i can upload pictures.

2009-08-23T20:37:00.002+08:00

sunday.

help mom clean the kicthen. great way to bond with her. i love you! haha!

saturday.

fasting month. sit at home all day.

friday.

didn't went to school but went for cca at Singapore Science Centre. haha. was totally bored. had lunch at macdonalds. by 4plus went fishing with love & wiwi. haha! caught a fish but i seriously don't know the name of the fish. it was a great day to spent time with love. wiwi fell into a pool of water. haha! funny but he was bleeding. haha. will upload pictures.

thursday.

okay. played badminton. then had lunch with classmates. went for theory, which was bored. so mohsin took out his touch phone & took a class picture. haha.

seriously! there's something wrong with blogger. they won't let me upload the pictures. ahhhh! will up load soon! smiles! (:

2009-08-20T00:13:00.007+08:00

the gang.

today was awesome. haha. didn't went for the second class as usual. cause it's the same boring class all over again. haha. so went home, changed. then meet the gang. consist of kid, icha, ryan, mizi & the new member mas. haha. we had fun! went karaoke - ing. haha. everyone sang their hearts out. soo, soo, soo much fun! the photos will tell you guys stories! haha!

to bf:

i miss you everyday dear. spend the time with me now please. (:

2009-08-17T20:18:00.001+08:00

darin

ahhh. i wish i get to meet him one day. haha. too tired to blogged. so watch this. he's soo cute. haha. my currently celebcrush!! so listen to he's song runaway. baby, i dedicate this song to you. i love you!

2009-08-16T21:59:00.002+08:00

officially bloggin'.

haha. okayy, has been days since i blogged. so gonna tell you guys what happen. these couple of days, there're actually 2 humans, who asked where i actually get the name 'poppy' from. and it's actually from a close friend, who i really think is worth being friends with. so i hope that it's not a hate tagged cause i don't go around other people blogs & say all the mean stuffs to them. and i think i should not just hate someone without a reason. i've reasons to hate one girl & she's someone with an attitude. okayy, back to the story. so please, no hate tags cause i'm not worth your time & you're really not someone i wanna waste my time on. basiclly, i just don't like kepo people & i hate someone who hates others. finally, a tagboard is for someone to drop by & say a few words then, go somewhere else. okayy guys, no hate here(:

to bf:

i love you so much!

2009-08-11T19:27:00.003+08:00

friends.

the guys.

today was still like any other day. but the only fact is that, this is an unusual moody day. like really. i'm not jealous of her at all cause i've everything i need while she has everything she wants. not the most gfs i have met or ever known. don't girls suppose to have manners? & shouldn't they love their parents, instead of wanting to kill them. well, that's her. i know better girls than this one. i'm not saying she's bad but it's her attitude that makes me 'aaaahhhhhh'. & i'm not gonna say it to her cause i don't intend to break her heart but i know that she's breaking everyone's mood. the attention i get is not because i'm thin or whatsoever, it's how i treat others around me. don't blame me for anything. i appreciate them cause i'm blessed that they treat me the way i treat them. really, what's your problem with me? what i know is, i don't need you to tell me what to do cause you don't control me. i know you're desperate for attention.

i'm thankfully blessed with family, bf, close friends, best friends & classmates. these people makes me happy in many ways. thank you so much & i love you guys! ahhhhh! (:

2009-08-10T02:34:00.002+08:00

needs.

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2009-08-10T00:34:00.002+08:00

useless.

the days

do you have someone you love & that someone called you useless? i've never felt so broken like this before. he's the only one that brings up my shine & brings me down. i know i've never been the good one. it's always me, who never think of the things. this heart is still beating for you. i wonder how long i can stay for you but i'm not giving you up till you let me go. stay mad at me all you want. just tell me if you really love me. i've never seen you this mad. i just want you to stay close to me. i want you to lead, not me. you've always give in till i don't know where i stand. i don't wanna like my friends. ended up with random guys. you're the only one that understands me. but if you don't wanna stay, i won't force you to stay. you can go. i apprieciate everything you do. but we should take a break. i love you so much that i don't wanna change you for anything. all this tears are worth for you. i don't wanna fight cause it's only gonna make things worst. i am sorry for everything. i make things difficult for you. now, i'm trying to figure out where we be ending up. you don't seem to work it out and baby ain't it what it's all about.

2009-08-08T19:50:00.003+08:00

Girls Night out(:

Pictures, Pictures, Pictures

stuck out tougue.

smile.

awww, sing your hearts out.

hmm(:

haha. pose, smile.

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poker faces.

this is what it looks like when you close friend's sleeping.

2009-08-08T01:01:00.003+08:00

officially blogging.

okayy. officially blogging. haha. i know it has almost been 1 week & i didn't up date yet. but i'm doing so today. let's get started.

monday.

okayy. didn't do much. went school late. then had lunch with love. watch the hangover. haha. the funniest movie ever. haha. then went home. tired.

tuesday.

had napfa. was moody all day, due to tired. keep scolding love & wiwi. like fuck. was supposed to watch fighting. but theres only late night. so i went home. tired. tired. tired.

wednesday.

wake up having cramps, cramps, cramps. bump into kid. haha. she waited for me. had test. was easy but took excactly 1 & a half hours to finish. had lunch with gfs. went over to icha house. slack, slack, slack.

thursday.

still having cramps, cramps, cramps. haha. went home early from school. sleep & awake. get ready for G.N.O. haha. karaokae again with icha & kid. was enjoyable. before karaoke, bump to a metta kid. we helped her out. awwww, she's cute.

friday.

zai wakes me up. but i continued sleeping. haha. was late. had only 30mins. so told him, to go school first. reach school & i only spend 30 mins in class. had breakfast with classmates before heading back to school for robot project. swear, i'm the one that came out with ideas. haha. but the came up with a reason. was out from school at 1.30pm. bubble tea again. haha. then went home with kid. reach home ; sleep, sleep, sleep. ahhhh, now blogging! haha!