haha! okayy today was medium. haha! and everything is as same as it is. my packet of cigg is finished. enjoyed the last stick with me friends. love went home straight. & have somme fun, while i'm home blogging. damn! it really boring. but i couldn't sleep all thanks to redbull. now blogging. was chatting with patrycja. ahh, thank god her sister is alright. i hope she's feeling better than yesterday.
did took some pictures in class. but i'll upload them asap tomorrow. i'm tired. will update soon. nights people!!
hello! i'm in school right now & we're are having break. just had our PE. haha! i bring my PE uniform but i didn't change cause was having fun listening to my mp3. haha! had tried surfing the net but could not get through cause was not wireless. & now, we're having a lesson with madam siti's class. haha! meeting love later yeahhhhhhhhhhhh! i love him alot! haha! okayy, gotta go willl update later onn. bye!!!
finally had the chance to meet love today. chaos in school. haha! did wiring today & it was amaziinngggg! haha! i'm having a mixed emotion but i won't let it bring me down. there's a brighter side to it & the smell of fresh day is always around me. it feels wonderful to be myself & i don't have to pretend that i'm someone else. in simple words, boys don't like attention seeker girls. i'm not showing off to her but that's how i am. it's the words that comes out of the boys mouths. they are the one who difference shape us. better changes? haha! luck won't always be on my side but it's a fair game cause everyone will have the chance. building up a friendship is easy but the compromise is hard to keep track. things don't go the way it should be.
to her:
you have to earn our respect if you wanna be our friends. by being yourself is good enough. no matter what emotion you're having saying about killing your mom is the lamess thing i've ever heard from you. without her, you won't be here at all. having things your own way is selfishness. when will you ever reliazed that? i'm not saying i'm perfect. infact, everyone is imperfect including you. buckk upp!
school was totally fun today! haha! the first thing happen was the guys was buffering their nails. haha! it's very funny. was doing project but we got slipped off cause we don't know anything. we seriously need help. haha! after break, we went class & watched drag me to hell from hasnim's lappy. it was fun until, cd was jammed. sorry faruq, wanii borrow. eventhough i know you asked for it first. but wait ehh. haha! love was mad cause i didn't call him. the plan was going to school with him & i didn't called him back. ended up love only went for PE. haha! i'm sorry dear!
after wiring done & help from mr chai for the presentation, went to meet love at tampines macdonalds. love was with his friends. haha! yasser keep laughing at this guy selling tissuses. haha! well, soo love & dwi. haha! soo till here!!
helpin' hasnim to buffer his nails cause he had a painful treatment from wanie. haha! kidding!
without me noticing, hasnim took this using his lappy.
haha! i'm in school right now & every group members are looking at this post. haha! took some pictures from hasnim's laptop. haha! everyone's bored. soo just dropping by to upload the picture we took. haha! soo take a look.
fuckedd upp. people are so mess upp & they don't give a fuck about anything that has to do with school. and that's like give upp your own education. which i think she's think she this big boss ahh. man, i'm like fuck, fuck, fuck ahh. i don't know what to do now. i don't have powerpoint. soo guess i have to put my faith in my members who is fucking relaxs & i think failing's the only possible way. besides i'm having a conference on msn with bobby & the boss. haha. bobby warns her. haha! but i already did. soo i don't think she'll listen to us at all. i wish ruzaini or bobby could take me in as their group member, that's so much better. haha!
bobby's calming me down. i'm really greatful to have people who care about me & those are the people who lightens up my day. haha! i don't need down graded people who thinks soo highly of themselves but end up misery. i don't need her or anyone words that bring me down, cause i have love, bobby, ruzaini, wanney, icha & mai to make me feel better. thanks guys! your words have made me stronger. haha!
i don't need to show her i'm mad at her but an attitude that she has to change for the better. i think she don't notice that because she has friends that listen to her. & by bullying others that's really stupid. like karma, karma, karma. i don't want to have bullying in my life cause i know how excactly that feels like. & i don't give a damn what she says.
yesterday was an enjoyable day. cause spent time with mommy, sis & lil bro. everything was perfect. guess where it was. the science center. haha! major fun fellas! haha! well, spent the whole morning till 3pm exploring the whole science center. haha! i feel like a geek. haaahaaa!
we took pictures & laughing all the way. sis & lil bro eperience some kinda vibration from a shocked chair. haha! ahhhh! was totally tired. had free macdonald's lunch! haha! greatt!
then meet up with love. took bus from jurong to macpherson. it was a long journey. no mp3, was bored to death. bumped into love's mom. hehe. was totally shyy. haha! lily was going out with her bf. then took train to orchard as our plan to botanical garden failed. haha! love said he saw kia. but wtf?! i don't give a damn cause she's not in our business. haha! well, love bought ciggs. then went to cineleisure for dinner at kfc cause love wanna eat snackers. haha. then meet upp with love's friends. while walking, comes the rain. damn, it was soo heavily that we had to wait at takashimaya. haha. walked around there. haha. looking at transformers toys & barbie dolls. have to said that there's this marilyn monroe barbie doll & i like itt. but it was too expensive. ahhhhhhh! haha! after the rain stop, we went home. haha! took some pictures. check it outt!
today was okayy. like every other day, i'm still hanging on & on & on. school end early, soo went home get some afternoon sleep. until grandmaa wakes me upp with a package a postman sent & it was items of blog shopping. haha! got some leather biker jacket & also a denim jacket. hmm, have to wait for the other 2 items. which is another leather jacket & a joy tshirt. lily must be waiting for her leather jacket to arrive. hope tomorrow her things a sent. hmm, can't wait. will be spending time with love soon. haha! can't wait for that too. have alot of people to link too. love's just got home & i cant waitt for him to call!!
school was enjoyable & things end upp great. but didn't get to meet love. soo i'm very bored, went home straight. watched micheal jackson's memorial : the final goodbye. was soo sadd as paris talks about her daddy as she was cryin. i've never really heard that from anyone that loved her father that way. i still can't believe that he's gone. it feels like yesterday was just his rehersals & the next thing he's gone to soon. i'm like trying to keep upp. but i still love he's music & motown! i won't forget his mookwalk. that was pretty awesome cause that's his signature move & no one can do better than him.
thank you to him cause he's the guy that brought all black, white, asians, latinos & many races together. we're not racis but we're the world. haha! will always think him of his talents! love micheal jackson!!
chatting with jeremiah & bobby's watching free willy. haha! well, that's all. till then!! kisses!
school reopens & it was an awesome day ever!! haha! well, came late. was waiting for wanii but she ask me to go school first. was a enjoyable day. had a lot of laughter, jokes & also bum into some old friend. it has been official that ruzaini has start smokingAGAIN after he's back from kelantan trip. haha! beside's the boy has his own pack off ciggs. haha. bobby was the greatest cause he bought me a M.A.C make ups like a eyeliner, mascara & a blusher. haha! i'm uloading some photos. they'll do the talking.
xoxo,
poppy!
pictures of you, pictures of me
kecoh-kecoh. haha!
talking about transformers 2.
haha. this was their first gathering since school reopens.
fuck! i'm having a flu. just wake upp & i still sleepy. can't sleep back cause it's still too noisy. brother's friends were outside my window shouting his name. fuck upp, i almost throw a pail of water to them. now blogin about how today is going to be. & it's gonna sucked! mp3's with love. i wanna listen to MJ singing. damn he's song BILLIE JEAN is soo addicting. haha. whatever! anyways, still not sure if tomorrow school reopens. i'm still not over holiday mood!
been waiting for love since his last texted! and now it's already 3:36AM. he's not home. still hanging around at clarke quay & i'm fucking pissed at him. bought him something for our anniversary. but i don't know how long it can really last. Ohh my Goshh! i miss sofia soo much! it feels like i haven't seen her in ages & i really wanna met her. only if i had the time. school's reopens soon & i felt like i haven't really have enough holidays.
i'm soo excited this month cause i'm turning 18 soon. & damn! some of my besties are legal aready. damn! hafiz's having his TP soon & i've not even start at all.
went to meet love, seen these group of girls. i don't get it. why do girls really wanna look much better than each other. it's like a competition to each other. i mean do even besties to that?
i have not meet upp with WANNEY & ICHA. miss them! ohh, not forgetting LaLa. haha! see, i didn't forget you sia. haha! well, wanna sleep. till today again!
went to abang's house today. angah was sick. so grands break fast at his house. we watched CDs all afternoon. from wheel on food to hooligan 2 to drunken master then to snake behind eagle's shadow. haha! alot movies! was watching the last movie, got pissed of at LOVE. i'm fucking madd now. he's working & i don't even remember him tell me, he's working at all. so entertaining myself with games. the fucking 4th anniversary is coming & i've not done a single thing. was doing a card for him. but i'm asking mommy to bring home some things! haha! i'm soo addicted to blog shoping! haha! soo tired! i'll update tomorrow!!
mr chai show a demo on he's laptop. listening to something important.
was bored so took this photographs.
they said photographs talks & it's nothing but the truth!
met love & i'm exhausted. texting lily about this leather jacket we're both buying. was an suprise. haha! wondering if love has already fallen asleep. promise love that i would blanje him to transformers. haha. listening to all MJ's songs. but i'm sooo tired, tired, tired! love's going fishing tomorrow & i'll be alone, chatting with wanney. damn, i hate this part right here.. haha! no pcd laa. haha. totally tired! need beauty sleep! haha!
♥I'm 19 years old.
♥I'm always older every 18th July.
♥I'm malay mixed with chinese.
♥I'm crazy but just not psychotic.
♥I'm in loveFENDI KAMAL.
Nothing matters but him. & just him.
i always need attention from FENDI
he's always there for me.
sweet lullaby, you seem to be mine
your love is my drug.
♥Wednesday, July 22, 2009♥
fucked! & school
haha! okayy today was medium. haha! and everything is as same as it is. my packet of cigg is finished. enjoyed the last stick with me friends. love went home straight. & have somme fun, while i'm home blogging. damn! it really boring. but i couldn't sleep all thanks to redbull. now blogging. was chatting with patrycja. ahh, thank god her sister is alright. i hope she's feeling better than yesterday.
did took some pictures in class. but i'll upload them asap tomorrow. i'm tired. will update soon. nights people!!
hello! i'm in school right now & we're are having break. just had our PE. haha! i bring my PE uniform but i didn't change cause was having fun listening to my mp3. haha! had tried surfing the net but could not get through cause was not wireless. & now, we're having a lesson with madam siti's class. haha! meeting love later yeahhhhhhhhhhhh! i love him alot! haha! okayy, gotta go willl update later onn. bye!!!
finally had the chance to meet love today. chaos in school. haha! did wiring today & it was amaziinngggg! haha! i'm having a mixed emotion but i won't let it bring me down. there's a brighter side to it & the smell of fresh day is always around me. it feels wonderful to be myself & i don't have to pretend that i'm someone else. in simple words, boys don't like attention seeker girls. i'm not showing off to her but that's how i am. it's the words that comes out of the boys mouths. they are the one who difference shape us. better changes? haha! luck won't always be on my side but it's a fair game cause everyone will have the chance. building up a friendship is easy but the compromise is hard to keep track. things don't go the way it should be.
to her:
you have to earn our respect if you wanna be our friends. by being yourself is good enough. no matter what emotion you're having saying about killing your mom is the lamess thing i've ever heard from you. without her, you won't be here at all. having things your own way is selfishness. when will you ever reliazed that? i'm not saying i'm perfect. infact, everyone is imperfect including you. buckk upp!
school was totally fun today! haha! the first thing happen was the guys was buffering their nails. haha! it's very funny. was doing project but we got slipped off cause we don't know anything. we seriously need help. haha! after break, we went class & watched drag me to hell from hasnim's lappy. it was fun until, cd was jammed. sorry faruq, wanii borrow. eventhough i know you asked for it first. but wait ehh. haha! love was mad cause i didn't call him. the plan was going to school with him & i didn't called him back. ended up love only went for PE. haha! i'm sorry dear!
after wiring done & help from mr chai for the presentation, went to meet love at tampines macdonalds. love was with his friends. haha! yasser keep laughing at this guy selling tissuses. haha! well, soo love & dwi. haha! soo till here!!
helpin' hasnim to buffer his nails cause he had a painful treatment from wanie. haha! kidding!
without me noticing, hasnim took this using his lappy.
haha! i'm in school right now & every group members are looking at this post. haha! took some pictures from hasnim's laptop. haha! everyone's bored. soo just dropping by to upload the picture we took. haha! soo take a look.
fuckedd upp. people are so mess upp & they don't give a fuck about anything that has to do with school. and that's like give upp your own education. which i think she's think she this big boss ahh. man, i'm like fuck, fuck, fuck ahh. i don't know what to do now. i don't have powerpoint. soo guess i have to put my faith in my members who is fucking relaxs & i think failing's the only possible way. besides i'm having a conference on msn with bobby & the boss. haha. bobby warns her. haha! but i already did. soo i don't think she'll listen to us at all. i wish ruzaini or bobby could take me in as their group member, that's so much better. haha!
bobby's calming me down. i'm really greatful to have people who care about me & those are the people who lightens up my day. haha! i don't need down graded people who thinks soo highly of themselves but end up misery. i don't need her or anyone words that bring me down, cause i have love, bobby, ruzaini, wanney, icha & mai to make me feel better. thanks guys! your words have made me stronger. haha!
i don't need to show her i'm mad at her but an attitude that she has to change for the better. i think she don't notice that because she has friends that listen to her. & by bullying others that's really stupid. like karma, karma, karma. i don't want to have bullying in my life cause i know how excactly that feels like. & i don't give a damn what she says.
yesterday was an enjoyable day. cause spent time with mommy, sis & lil bro. everything was perfect. guess where it was. the science center. haha! major fun fellas! haha! well, spent the whole morning till 3pm exploring the whole science center. haha! i feel like a geek. haaahaaa!
we took pictures & laughing all the way. sis & lil bro eperience some kinda vibration from a shocked chair. haha! ahhhh! was totally tired. had free macdonald's lunch! haha! greatt!
then meet up with love. took bus from jurong to macpherson. it was a long journey. no mp3, was bored to death. bumped into love's mom. hehe. was totally shyy. haha! lily was going out with her bf. then took train to orchard as our plan to botanical garden failed. haha! love said he saw kia. but wtf?! i don't give a damn cause she's not in our business. haha! well, love bought ciggs. then went to cineleisure for dinner at kfc cause love wanna eat snackers. haha. then meet upp with love's friends. while walking, comes the rain. damn, it was soo heavily that we had to wait at takashimaya. haha. walked around there. haha. looking at transformers toys & barbie dolls. have to said that there's this marilyn monroe barbie doll & i like itt. but it was too expensive. ahhhhhhh! haha! after the rain stop, we went home. haha! took some pictures. check it outt!
today was okayy. like every other day, i'm still hanging on & on & on. school end early, soo went home get some afternoon sleep. until grandmaa wakes me upp with a package a postman sent & it was items of blog shopping. haha! got some leather biker jacket & also a denim jacket. hmm, have to wait for the other 2 items. which is another leather jacket & a joy tshirt. lily must be waiting for her leather jacket to arrive. hope tomorrow her things a sent. hmm, can't wait. will be spending time with love soon. haha! can't wait for that too. have alot of people to link too. love's just got home & i cant waitt for him to call!!
school was enjoyable & things end upp great. but didn't get to meet love. soo i'm very bored, went home straight. watched micheal jackson's memorial : the final goodbye. was soo sadd as paris talks about her daddy as she was cryin. i've never really heard that from anyone that loved her father that way. i still can't believe that he's gone. it feels like yesterday was just his rehersals & the next thing he's gone to soon. i'm like trying to keep upp. but i still love he's music & motown! i won't forget his mookwalk. that was pretty awesome cause that's his signature move & no one can do better than him.
thank you to him cause he's the guy that brought all black, white, asians, latinos & many races together. we're not racis but we're the world. haha! will always think him of his talents! love micheal jackson!!
chatting with jeremiah & bobby's watching free willy. haha! well, that's all. till then!! kisses!
school reopens & it was an awesome day ever!! haha! well, came late. was waiting for wanii but she ask me to go school first. was a enjoyable day. had a lot of laughter, jokes & also bum into some old friend. it has been official that ruzaini has start smokingAGAIN after he's back from kelantan trip. haha! beside's the boy has his own pack off ciggs. haha. bobby was the greatest cause he bought me a M.A.C make ups like a eyeliner, mascara & a blusher. haha! i'm uloading some photos. they'll do the talking.
xoxo,
poppy!
pictures of you, pictures of me
kecoh-kecoh. haha!
talking about transformers 2.
haha. this was their first gathering since school reopens.
fuck! i'm having a flu. just wake upp & i still sleepy. can't sleep back cause it's still too noisy. brother's friends were outside my window shouting his name. fuck upp, i almost throw a pail of water to them. now blogin about how today is going to be. & it's gonna sucked! mp3's with love. i wanna listen to MJ singing. damn he's song BILLIE JEAN is soo addicting. haha. whatever! anyways, still not sure if tomorrow school reopens. i'm still not over holiday mood!
been waiting for love since his last texted! and now it's already 3:36AM. he's not home. still hanging around at clarke quay & i'm fucking pissed at him. bought him something for our anniversary. but i don't know how long it can really last. Ohh my Goshh! i miss sofia soo much! it feels like i haven't seen her in ages & i really wanna met her. only if i had the time. school's reopens soon & i felt like i haven't really have enough holidays.
i'm soo excited this month cause i'm turning 18 soon. & damn! some of my besties are legal aready. damn! hafiz's having his TP soon & i've not even start at all.
went to meet love, seen these group of girls. i don't get it. why do girls really wanna look much better than each other. it's like a competition to each other. i mean do even besties to that?
i have not meet upp with WANNEY & ICHA. miss them! ohh, not forgetting LaLa. haha! see, i didn't forget you sia. haha! well, wanna sleep. till today again!
went to abang's house today. angah was sick. so grands break fast at his house. we watched CDs all afternoon. from wheel on food to hooligan 2 to drunken master then to snake behind eagle's shadow. haha! alot movies! was watching the last movie, got pissed of at LOVE. i'm fucking madd now. he's working & i don't even remember him tell me, he's working at all. so entertaining myself with games. the fucking 4th anniversary is coming & i've not done a single thing. was doing a card for him. but i'm asking mommy to bring home some things! haha! i'm soo addicted to blog shoping! haha! soo tired! i'll update tomorrow!!
mr chai show a demo on he's laptop. listening to something important.
was bored so took this photographs.
they said photographs talks & it's nothing but the truth!
met love & i'm exhausted. texting lily about this leather jacket we're both buying. was an suprise. haha! wondering if love has already fallen asleep. promise love that i would blanje him to transformers. haha. listening to all MJ's songs. but i'm sooo tired, tired, tired! love's going fishing tomorrow & i'll be alone, chatting with wanney. damn, i hate this part right here.. haha! no pcd laa. haha. totally tired! need beauty sleep! haha!